Shopping for Care

Exhausting, that’s what it is
Going from place to place
Interviewing owners, and staff
And you know, no matter
How much research you do
Or how careful you are
It’s going to be a crapshoot
I mean, look at that poor Mom
In Stoney, she did everything
Right and still, her toddler?
Dead in emergency – the daycare?
Not at fault, the baby fell hard
It could happen to anyone

Two days later, another -
This time an infant in Leduc
Rushed to a medical centre
Unconscious, barely breathing
Shaken baby syndrome
The determination, but, why
The mother wails, I checked
Their references, I did

Shopping for a funeral home now
The parents have little energy
For this task – who would?
And yet still, they are getting
The feeling, even through their
Grief that there may be a way
To do this wrong as well


S.E.Ingraham©

This Just in From the Tar Sands

This Just In From the Tar Sands

They are saying smugly that we now have the clean oil

We, of the land that last year had to show the world

Our tailings ponds with hundred of water fowl so oil-coated

They looked nothing like the species of ducks or birds

They actually were and everything like the tragic loss of life

They were becoming; the world was critical as it wept with

Those of us who were heartsick at big oil companies who

Tried to make light of this – after all, it was an ‘accident’

And they had tried to plan the ponds to be where birds

Weren’t but had miss-planned – who knew the migratory

Patterns were changing? Indeed – who knows anything?

Who has any knowledge at all about all these things:

About the poisoned waters in our north and the decline

Of all the indigenous plants, animals and people – let’s not

Forget the people – even though every report done by oil

Companies and governments alike would like to do just that-

Forget the people that is – how about the doctor in Fort Chip

Who dared mention he noticed a higher than normal incidence

Of a rare cancer there? That’s all – he just mentioned that

And, suddenly he was an alarmist, he was threatened by the

Very board that licensed him, told he would be sanctioned by

Them, that he would no longer be able to practise medicine

If he didn’t hush – why didn’t they just duct-tape his mouth?

The harassment grew so intimidating that he and his wife

Finally fled the small native community and moved across

The country to the Maritimes but, he felt so bad about abandoning

The many sick he was serving in Fort Chip – he started seeing

Them via teleconferences and flying in on a regular basis to keep

Up their care – all the while fighting his ridiculous court-case

As the alarmist who the medical board was taking to task;

He was eventually cleared of all charges of course, but little

Noise was made of this – very little noise at all – no, it was more

Important to undermine him loudly, not to put things to rights.

And now, with that dreadful oil-spill off the coast of the USA

There are actually people in Texas North as many of us have

Come to think of Alberta, because of the way oil is worshipped

Here—there are people here who really are going about saying

With the self-righteous fervour of televangelists —

“Well, who has the dirty oil now, huh? Looks like getting the oil out

of the ground is the wiser choice after all …” — completely ignoring

The reports that confirm how much contamination has happened

To the groundwater, how extensive the downstream damage is,

How quickly this non-renewable resource will be gone in any case …

If everything was on the up and up and nothing had to be

Kept from the public, do you think the largest oil companies

In the world would keep some of the top scientists

On the planet, on retainer – to the tune of millions of dollars –

So that they cannot testify, or work for anyone else, including

Environmental groups and/or governments—kind of makes

One wonder doesn’t it? And not just about the oil companies …

This is nothing new really—these scientist are paid to be deniers

Much the same way scientists were paid to deny the harmful

Effects of tobacco, oddly enough, by the oil companies

When those were first discovered and being touted widely

By the medical community—what is that saying,

“The more things change, the more they stay the same …”

And all the while, the pictures from the gulf grow ever more

Troubling, although ‘troubling’ seems far too mild a term

When one watches the size of the oil spill spreading unchecked

No matter what those supposedly in the know do to try

And stop it—this crude is flowing relentlessly toward land

Almost as if drawn magnetically there, the black is seeping

Through the depths and even up to the surface – oil is coming

And there’s no joy to be had about this bounty, none at all.

S.E.Ingraham

(This appeared on the site, Poets For Living Water, in the Open Mic section, summer 2010, in response to a call for work regarding the BP oilspill in the Gulf of Mexico that occurred earlier that year; the work did not necessarily have to address that particular tragedy. Unfortunately there are many from which to choose.)

The following bio accompanied the poem on Poets for Living Water - I am posting the poem here as well as leaving it up on the first site because, if I understand the situation correctly, when PfLW take down their poems, they don't archive them. I would like mine to stay up for awhile and then be archived and this way, on my personal blog, I have control of the situation.

S.E.Ingraham lives and writes in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. She is currently the President of the Stroll of Poets, a group who meet weekly from September to March to read their work aloud, and last year, she edited their anthology. Recently her piece, “Welcome to the Jungle” placed in the competition, Expressions of Hunger, and will hang at Edmonton’s City Hall, as well as several art galleries. She has two poems archived on poetsagainstwar.ca, and is working on several chapbooks, one of which is based on her grandson’s first year of life entitled, You Don’t Know Jack. She believes poets have a responsibility to record events, world and local, as witnesses and hopes at least some of her work reflects that belief.